The New Hot Girl AKA Eva Simons

I first heard Eva Simons on Chris Brown's Album, Graffitti...which is a great album by the way. Well anyways, after that, I started looking up some songs by Eva, and I ran across the song "Silly Boy" which is a pretty cool song within itself.

Eva is a dutch recording artist, who first came to attention in 2004, after winning the Dutch version reality show of "Popstars". In 2009, she embarked on a solo career after the recording of her first single "Silly Boy" leaked on the internet, making it the most popular song clicked on Youtube. The sound of this song is electric pop...but I do agree that she does have talent.

2010 I feel is the year for Eva, who "edgy" fashion, I think is far different from Rihanna...I normally have a thing for spotting a success, so I advise everyone to download her single and see for yourself.

What's More Important To YOU???

Hello World, as you know tragedy has stricken the people of Haiti via the massive Earthquake.

Now it has come to my attention that there is an allegation that Trey Songz is gay or bi because it is RUMORED that he was working very close to a gay man...

WHO GIVES TWO FUCKS?!?!?!?!?

News flash...if he's not sleeping with you, you shouldn't care...

Now a REAL issue that affects the world is the issue in Haiti...Let's donate money, clothes, canned goods,ect to the people who really need it.

I feel blessed that God had it on my mind to try to create an event that can help Hatian Relief.

Please my people, have your priorites and concerns in the right place...sexual preference (rumors) or human suffereing...you decide.

Human Nature

Today has been an insightful day for me...let's just leave it at that. So I just had a discussion with a friend, and we were talking about the things that people do.

I'm not going to go into great detail, but what I told the person is that when you meet people, you're meeting their "best face", because nobody is going to paint themselves to be a "monster".

My friend then told me that to every story there's two sides and then the truth...I learned something, and what were saying was really reitterating each other's point.

I told my friend that when you meet people, you don't look for the worst in people, I feel that you should always look for the best, but don't be ignorant that someone has the potential to cause harm to you.

But that's the things about life...you have to "chance" a lot of things and most of the time the stakes are your feelings. You should never go through life ignorant, but you don't want to live a life negatively.

We as humans are all guilty of this, we choose what we want others to see about us. Take for example the picture, when I want to make a good impression, let me put my "good" mask on and highlight the "great" things about me. When we are doing things we dont want others to know about or allow a few to see let me put the "other" mask on...we all have them...and we you actually are able to experience the view of both...

get them out of your head and put down the mask and look at the person...it's just Human Nature...we're Human...

Confinement

Breathing is getting harder...slowin down, slowin down...

Have you came to look at the main attraction?

Cuz I'm here living for everyone, so what is that you want me to be?

I can't take it no more, feel like bustin out of this hell

In this fantasy that has somehow became reality

is this real or fake, it's become so hard to tell...

It feels as if the air is being pulled right out of my lungs,

it seems that your actions and words or more deadly than a shooting gun...

Doing this is killing me more than anything else, let me out...

before I forget...before I forget how to live.

The Consumption

Hey world I'm surprised I'm doing two blogs in one night...well this is a little piece I've just came up with...enjoy:

Laughter is heard, then a certain stop...

time is no more, as my sense is now jaded

I feel a sensation that seems form

In the depths of my spirit

Feeding on positivity and emotions.

I can no longer see, where my path is to lead,

I continue to walk, as the sensation continues to feed.

Each moment I go on, the stronger it gets,

awaiting the day, it can take over and leave me

a former shell of myself....

I have given warning that there was something wrong,

though you laugh and carry on,

the louder I screamed, the more it began to be the norm...

If I could just go back and stop the consumption...

I would, problem is....I don't know where it started...

Death To Internet Beef

Well I guess I'm trying to make this blogging thing a more frequent deal, but this is a quick one...let's just say no to "Internet Beef"

In the end I feel that nobody is truly a winner and everyone walks away looking like a loser...

And I'm not referring to last night on twitter, it's just I've seen it on FB, Myspace(when it was hot) and twitter.

Be direct with someone and if you have a problem sit down and talk it out, at least adress them and let them know you have a personal problem with them. It's more respectable if you do so....

Besides even though I laugh at "Cyber Bullying" commercials, you never know what a person may be feeling at that time...people have committed suicide over petty things like this....just reconsider how you handle situations....

A True Friendship

Whatever you have to say about the picture...I dont care,lol. It has a good meaning behind it. Well today has been a true test of my faith in people. I've always had the mentality if you befriend someone that would make them your friend also. I believe that a lot of people do honestly believe that they are someone's friend, but does anyone know the basis of a REAL friendship.

A real friendship starts with trust, now I dont mean a blind trust, but a little trust and faith in that person. Friendship should NEVER be a one way streak. A real friend is always available to be a friend 24/7, whether it's emotional support, advice, telling you things that you may not want to hear, but it's good for you in the long run. My real friends if they ever need anything it's no problem with helping them if they truly need it and I have the means to help them out, and I won't ask them about paying me back,ect.

A real friendship basicly is a relationship where each individual helps the other, without seeking any reward or acalades,ect. If you're able to help, the other person shouldn't have to stress about some things, it should be out of the kindness and genorosity of your heart. You can't call yourself a real friend when you are always on the sideline watching your "friend" ask for help when they're in trouble. Always remember what you do for that person, determines how much the other will do for you. Ask yourself this question..."Am I great friend?" if you hesitate or can't answer with one word, then...you're probably not. Don't do things because you feel obligated, but it should happen because you have a heart and compassion for your "friend"

Life And Death

Well I know I haven't blogged in a while, but I just received news that my Uncle Lonnie had died. I mean I always knew he had health issues, but the fact that he died is still...unbelievable. Then I found out that my younger cousin's father had died as well, stabbed in the heart, so my heart really does go out for her, she had to have a secret relationship with him, and for that to be taken away...

We are born into this world, to live our life, change the world, and yes it is possible, you change the world with every person you encounter, and then die. It is all apart of the circle of life. Death isn't something to be sorrowful for or scared of,because it is apart of living, it is inevitable.

It doesn't matter what kind of person you were in this life, but what matters is how you helped the world, your actions affects everyone around you.

I've noticed that a lot of people have bad things to say about how people live their lives but one of my favorite bajan proverbs is this:

Don't tek a six for a nine, which basicly means don't misunderstand a person's true intentions.

So do me a favor world, take out the time and appreciate the people in your life, whether you absoloutly adore them or can barely stand them, because once they've completed the circle and have left...that's it...no going back and telling them what they meant to you...appreciate Life...appreciate Death

The Boredom That Is Best Known As Summer

Alright...I'm back again, this time, basicly talking about this depressing summer. Nobody wants to hire anyone these days...It's hot and I have nothing to do.

You came out of nowhere
But your presence is always felt.
An omnimous creature lurking
Your glare, can make one melt.

Supplying all with fun in the sun
Deception from all around,
With long winded days, casting all cares away
Until the day, when we will see
The dreaded summer day.....

WHAT REALLY GRINDS OUR GEARS

ME,RAQUEL AND RO WERE JUST SITTING AROUND BORED...AND DECIDED TO DISCUSS EVERYTHING THAT REALLY GRINDS OUR GEARS!!!




BITCHES WHO WEAR SIZE 3 JEANS AND 2X T-SHIRTS
SUNNY DELIGHT CUZ IT MAKES MY TOUNGUE ITCH
BITCHES WITH LACE FRONT WIGS AND ADHESIVE ACROSS THEIR EYEBROWS
LITTLE PACK OF PEANUTS ON THE PLAIN CUZ THEY DONT FILL YOU UP
BITCHEZ WHO DRAW THEIR EYEBROWS ON WITH A SHARPEE
BITCHEZ WHO LOOK GOOD FROM AFAR
BITCHEZ WHO CAN'T WALK IN HEELS
STANK BREATH
LONG NOSE HAIRS
HOES WITH KIDS BUT NEVER WITH THEM BUT AT ALLLLL THE PARTIES!!!
DEAD BEAT DADS
SLUTS WITH UNDERBITES
SLUTS WITH PROMOTERS....SO YOUR PUSSY IS WORTH $10.00? I'M CONFUSED...AND IT'S A ONE TIME THING!!!!
HOMELESS BUMS WHO CURSE YOU OUT WHEN YOU DONT HAVE MONEY

ANY FAST FOOD JOINT IN 3RD WARD.....HAVE SOME FUCKIN ICE CREAM MCDONALDS, HAVE SOME FUCKIN TACO SHELLS TACO BELL, TAKE MORE THAN ONE ORDER AT JACK IN THE BOX, HURRY SONIC!!!! KFC...IT'S TOO DAMN HOT IN THERE, FRENCHY'S GET A NEW SECURITY GUARD, TIMMY CHAN'S ROACHES BE ORDERING WITH YOU

HOES WHO GET MAD WHO DON'T GET THE MEAT, CUZ SHE'S A SLUT AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT, AND SHE CLAIMS TO BE RAPED BY 14 GUYS, BUT SHE HAD A SEX TAPE SUCKING UP THE 2ND FLOOR HER FRESHMAN YEAR...SHE'S CLASS 2010...AND SHE ALWAYS SHE WISHES SHE HAD A GUN...BITCH SHOOT YOURSELF ALREADY!!!! GOTDAMN!!!!!

BITCHES WITH "LIVING SINGLE BRAIDS" YOU'RE IN COLLEGE!!!! THAT SHIT DIED IN ELEMENTRY.
BITCHES WHO FUCK ON THEY PERIOD!!!! I GUESS YOU HAVEN'T FOUGHT A WAR UNTIL YOU FOUGHT A BLOODY WAR.
BITCHES WHO HAVE FAT FRIENDS WHO FOLLOW THEM EVERYWHERE
BITCHES WHO CONTINUE TO WEAR JACKETS DESPITE WHAT SEASON IT IS...IT'S ALMOST SUMMER...TAKE IT OFF!!!!
BITCHES WHO BRUSH THEIR BABY HAIR WITH "JAM"
NIGGAS WITH GRILLS...IT'S 2009!!!!
NIGGAS WITH BRAIDS...ESPECIALLY WITH NO HANG TIME!!!! GET A FADE!!!! NOW!!!!
BITCHES WITH KISSY FACE PICTURES...LOOKS LIKE YOU HAVE DOWN SYNDROME
BITCHES WITH NO PROFILE PICTURES AT ALL
PEOPLE WHO SEND YOU A FRIEND REQUEST BACK TO BACK TO BACK TO BACK
PEOPLE WHO RIDE BIKES TO CLASS...IF THEY HIT ME, I'M BREAKING BOTH OF THEIR LEGS.
PEOPLE WHO WALK SLOW WHEN YOU'RE IN A RUSH
WHITE PEOPLE WHO WANT TO INVESTIGATE SHIT WHEN THEY IN A SCARY MOVIE
...AND THE TOKEN ASS BLACK NIGGA WHO ACTS JUST AS DUMB AS THEY DO!!!!
WHITE PEOPLE WHO TELL BLACK PEOPLE THEY CAN'T GET MAD OVER SLAVERY, CUZ IT DIDN'T HAPPEN TO OUR GENERATION...SHUT THE HELL UP!!! WE CAN BE MAD...DAMN MAD!!!!
BITCHES WHO THINK THAT CUZ YOU WEAR YOUR HAIR NATURAL YOU'RE AFROCENTRIC AND YOU LISTEN TO THE ROOTS ON REPEAT
BITCHES WHO ATTEMPT TO GO NATURAL...AND IT DONT WORK...PERM YO 2 INCHES OF HAIR
NIGGAS WHO ADD ME JUST TO PROMOTE THEIR FUCKIN PARTIES...IM TIRED OF MY INBOX BEING FULL OF SHIT!!! 21 AND UP FREE...OR 21 ONLY...I AINT 21 SO STOP MESSAGING ME!!!!
BOPS!!!! OF ALL KINDS...YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!
HOE'S WHO SWEAR THEY AINT BOPES OR HOES...AND CLEARLY YOU AT EVERY PARTY!!!!
HOE'S WHO DEVELOP FEELINGS AFTER TWO DAYS!!!
OLD ASS PEOPLE WITH YOUNG FRIENDS!!!! GROW UP!!!! YOU HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON!!!!
PEOPLE WHO CRITICIZE HARD ABOUT PEOPLE WITH TALENT, BUT AINT GOT SHIT GOIN ON FOR THEMSELVES.
PEOPLE WHO LIE ON SEX...PERIOD...IT'S JUST SEX...IT ONLY EFFECTS YOU!!!! NOT OTHERS!!!
PEOPLE WHO ONLY GOSSIP!!!! NO FACTS AT ALL!!!
UGLY BITCHES WITH BOMB ASS BODIES...AND THEY THINK THEY FINE...YOU'RE GETTING RAN THROUGH...NIGGAS ONLY WANT YO ASS...LEARN STUPID, LEARN!!!
U OF H FINANCIAL AID!!! GET SOME QUALIFIED PEOPLE TO RUN THAT!!!!
DARK LADIES WITH RED RUBY LIPSTICK...YOU LIKE A MAMMY WHORE!!!!
THE POPEYE'S SPOKESLADY...SHE'S AN EMBRASSMENT TO OUR RACE!!!!
THE FAN PAGES ON FACEBOOK...WARM SHOWERS, CHICKEN WINGS, LIFE???? THAT'S STUPID!!!!!
CALLING PEOPLE OUT ON YOUR FACEBOOK STATUS LOW KEY!!!
NIGGAS WHO JOCKED LOW-KEY AND CLAIMING CREDIT, E-BOWERS STARTED IT...ME,ROLO,TRE,AND THE REST OF 405 CAME UP WITH THAT!!!!
NIGGAS WHO QUOTE DRAKE OR WAYNE IN THEY STATUS...LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE..DAMN...
NIGGAS WHO SWEAR THEY WAS THE FIRST ONE ON DRAKE...IF YOU WASN'T DEGRASSI WHEN HE WAS JIMMY BROOKS, STAR BASKETBALL PLAYER...THEN YOU WASNT THE FIRST ONE!!!!!!
PEOPLE WHO DONT COVER THEY MOUTH WHEN THEY COUGH...DONT GIVE ME THE DAMN SWINE FLU!!!
PEOPLE WHO SMELL LIKE WHITE PUPPIES!!!!
PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS SEXN EACH OTHER AND NEVA BATH!!!
PEOPLE WHO REFER TO THEMSELVES IN THIRD PERSON...YOU AINT NARRORATIN YO LIFE!!!
NIGGAS WHO STILL WALK AROUND WITH CARTOON BACKPACKS!!! WE IN COLLEGE!!! STOP!!!
NIGGAS WHO STILL WEAR TEES WITH BOOTLEG CEREAL CHARACTERS ON THEM,LIKE FROSTED CAKES OR PILLSBURY DOPE BOY!!!!
BITCHES WHO SWEAR THEY DRUNK OFF OF ONE DRINK AND SHE WEIGHS LIKE 200LBS!!!
PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT YOU FUNNY IN PUBLIC WHEN YOU CURSE...STOP BEIN SOOOO SENSITIVE!!!! YOU GROWN!!!
GROWN UPS WHO ACT LIKE THEY'RE 12 YEARS OLD!!!
PRE-PAID PHONES...STOP BEING CHEAP...BE COMMITTED AND GET A CONTRACT!!!
PARTY PROMOTERS WHO DON'T GET PAID...YOU JUST BEING SOMEBODY BITCH IF YOU AINT MAKING THAT CAKE!!!!
NIGGAS WHO SAG TO THEIR DAMN KNEES!!!
HOES WHO THINK JUST BECAUSE THEY TOOK A PICTURE ON A PARTY FLYER...THEY'RE MODELS!!! YOU AINT NO MODEL!!!
ALSO PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY'RE FAMOUS/SOCIALITES CUZ THEY'RE ON INDMIX!!! YOU JUST PARTY A LOT...SAVE YO DAMN MONEY!!!
BITCHES WITH POCAHONTAS HEADBANDS ON THEIR HEADS...YOU AINT INDIAN!!!
JUST CUZ YOU WEAR INDIAN REMY DON'T MAKE YOU INDIAN!!!
TALL TEES PLAIN AND SIMPLE!!!!!
NIGGAS WHO HARRASS ME TO BUY A MIXTAPE ON MY WAY TO CLASS!!! I'M TRYING TO GET AN EDUCATION...NOT HERE LIL MOOKIE'S MIXTAPE VOL. 2!!!!!!
PEOPLE WHO THINK JUST CUZ WE FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK THINK WE FRIENDS IN PUBLIC...OR WHO ADD ME BEFORE YOU MEET ME!!!
PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE NOTHING TO SAY IN A TEXT...BUT TEXT YOU FIRST!!!!

Friendships and Diversity/Swine Flu

Hey World...it's me again, time to share my opinions on different things once again. So it's come to me that everyone has a some sort of relationship with someone. I think the thing that makes friendships a friendship is diversity. I mean it's cool to have similarities amongst friends, but is the differences that keep us together. Just making observations, me and a group of friends were talking about homeless people. Two of us agree on the subject, and two of us didnt. It's too long to type, but dont destroy a friendship or get angry when their is a different point of view on a particular subject, go into it with an open mind. Respect people's differences...in the long run, you benefit as well as others.

Oh and by the way, this swine flu is bull****. I mean it's nasty...cover yo damn mouth...I dont eat pork...and if you sneeze or cough around me...I'M A SLAP YO MONKEY ASS!!! THAT'S DISGUSTING!!! GET SOME HOME TRAINING...AND WASH YO DAMN HANDS!!!!

...Feelings...

I havent blogged lately, but I've been going through some things, enjoying life and enjoying the transformation I see in myself. I'm realizing there is a lot of things I have to give up in my life to be able to be truly happy. I'm a very emotional person, yet I dont let the right emotions show all the time. I've learned in my short time of living on this earth, that life is really bittersweet. I'm disappointed but happy...I know it doesnt make since, but everything is done and happens for a reason, which was a saying I've always heard, that made no sense to me, but I get it now. Well hopefully this will be my best semester yet and I make the Dean's List...yes let's pray for that miracle...

A Day Of Relief

Today, I felt like a damn bum, because I slept till 4:00pm and woke up. But this was a much needed day of relaxation. Precus picked me up and we went to Cherie's house, just talking and laughing and reminising. Sometimes that's life's remedy, hanging with friends and just having a good time. Nothing pricey, because a lot of things that you truly enjoy are free, there priceless and can't be priced. I know this blog was kind of weak, but people do need to take out the time and be thankful for what they have in their life and WHO they have in their life....just a little wisdom dropped on you,lol.

Mz. Keri Baby!!!!

Okay So it's come to my attention, that Mz. Keri Hilson is a bad mamajama,lol. Well a lil bout her, she's a songwriter turned performer, who's album In A Perfect World, drops March 24, go cop that by they way!!! Anyway, she's written songs for Brittney Spears, Ciara, Usher, Ludacris and other artists, even doing many collabos with others. She made her debut singing on Xzibit's song "Hey Now" in Europe of '04. Keris Hilson made her world debut on screen on Timbaland's "The Way I Are" as a breath of fresh air and the edge we've been waiting for. She's now released two singles, the heart broken ballad of "Energy" explaining how her relationship feels as if she's the only one giving anything at all, and "Turning Me On" which has a hood beat, explaining the things that men do to "turn her on" and then she backdoors and explains how they "turn her off" hey it's a good song. So I'm in the computer lab with my friend Raquel {shout out to mi fellow blogger} and it so happens that there is a remix to "Turning Me On", which from the sounds of it is a dis track. Clearly she's calling out the self-proclaimed Diva Beyonce Knowels and Ciara. If she's calling out Rihanna, I really can't tell, but this proves that obviously, Mz. Keri, doesn't hold her tounge for anyone...even spitting on the track "Check the Credits"...Watch out "Sasha Fierce" Mz. Keri is a gutta chick for Dacatar, Georgia [which she also said if you have a problem, you can find her there] who has a lot to say with her words and from what I've seen I think she can handle her own. Since Beyonce has an alter-ego, maybe Sasha will put out a track or either back Beyonce up, when Keri give her a good ol' fashion *** whoopin!!!

SOOOO.............

So....I have came to the conclusion that you can not force a friendship...nor can you force yourself upon others. People will either hate you or love you for no reason. I dont care anymore quite honestly....everybody moves at their own pace, but when I do make something of myself, I dont need anyone to have a "change of heart". This one was real short...hmmm,lol.

Searching for you Soulmate

So me and Roland was talking last night, and we were talking about "galin a good girl". My thing was, I dont think there are a lot of "good girls" around these parts. So we were talking and came to a conclusion. You CANNOT find your soulmate at the club...ESPECIALLY when you meet them at an 18+ club. Truly, you shouldnt search for your Soulmate, they should come to you naturally, but you dont want nobody crazy or who aint about nothing on your coattails either...I mean ultimately you want marriage and a family. Try meetin people at an Art Exhibate, an Aquarium, or the theatre, somwhere where there is culture. I mean anyone can go to the club or the mall, therefor the ratchett will be present in those vecenities as well....but people will continue to do what they want...but good things are hard to find, just dont go diggin in the trash to find a diamond...

After Love

I thought you were the one, yes I thought you were the one...but I guess I was wrong.
What can you say when it's all said and done, nothing at all.
How do you expect me to heal this open wound, when there's a constant reminder of you?
The awkwardness for what we had, dont want to cause anymore confusion.
What can you do After Love? nothing but continue to move on...cuz If you stay in the past...
You will never progress and try to feel what you once felt...
We've made our bed, now we have to lay in it....
After love....nobody knows what to do....maybe things should have been taken slow...

February 10th

Nothing special, just anticipating and praying. School was cool, but its a shame when you have to do the dang fool in order to get a book for school. So I go to the bookstore to get a book that i ordered over 2 weeks ago. I mean black people should try to help each other out, and Tre Meredith did...but his boss was being a hoe and was trying to give me a run around saying it wasnt a textbook, it was something else. it looked EXACTLY like my textbook. Long story short, I acted a fool and threatened to burn the bookstore down....hands down I got mi book...

Yea Yea

So I haven't been on here in a while, and clearly life has taken me on a rollercoaster ride. So 2009 is here and I have not made resolutions, because when you make resolutions, you are setting yourself up for things you may not achieve. I've lost a few "so called friends"....that's fine, I could care less. People are temporary and you shouldn't shun out people from your lives, because everyone serves a person, no matter how useless and vial they may seem. This year has definately effected me. God has really become apart of my life. I mean, my faith has strengthened.... I finally raised my GPA, I had a financial aid refund check for the first time,when I really needed the money and I trust that God has a reason for allowing this... For some odd reason, Im really "DOWN FOR THE CAUSE" lol, like im really afrocentric right now, and I'm even planning on going to Ghanna this summer hopefully. My advice to anyone is to get off your butt, and do something...whatever it is, let God guide you though, you dont want to be 35 and wonder what have you done with your life...but like I said, it's whatever...Im only responsible for myself and nobody else...P.S. I have some of the coolest friends...ya'll know who you are....Effin Losers!!! lol.

Hurricane Ike Volunteering

This is not a poem,song or observation. Just what had happened today. So I go out to do some volunteering for Hurricane Ike relief, and it's all cool, you know giving back to the community. But the people who were running it were hella-rude, and a lot of the people were trying to get over on the system. I mean, damn, there are more than just one family in the city of houston who needed,ice,water,and food. Those two things pissed me off. Im not going to sit up here and lie and say that it was the best experience or feeling, but it was cool to perform a selfless act for once....